Learning To Love

I felt a light breath lightly over me, without knowing I moved up and away a little. I was nervous, there was no doubt about it. Adam put his arms around my legs and pulled me back down gently so I was laying on my back. 

He was looking up at me with his deep blue eyes the whole time, he started by kissing the inside of my thigh. My mind started to go haywire as he got dangerously close to my core. 

I thought he was away to, but then he just passed over my core to my other thigh. He nibbled a little, which felt really good. 

‘Up.’ 

I took a minute to register what he was meaning, when he lifted my hips up and shoved a pillow underneath me so I was slightly raised up. 

Then without much more teasing I felt his warm mouth place over my core. I gasped and held my breath. 

‘Breathe baby, I don’t want you passing out on me.’ He purred which sent shivers straight through my body. 

He continued just gently kissing my outer lips, then his tongue poked inside of me, just a little. A small moan escaped my lips. He ran his tongue right up me to my bud, I couldn’t help but lift my hips up even more. 

He placed his hands on my thighs and pushed my legs open even wider. 

I had never felt anything like this in my life, it was incredible. Nothing like I had expected, there was a swirl of pleasure building in the pit of my stomach. 

He gently took my bud between his lips and flicked his tongue quickly over it which made my legs start to shake. My whole body started to tremble badly. I felt myself get wetter and wetter, hotter and hotter. 

‘Do you like that baby?’ Adam mumbled while he continued to flick his tongue over me. 

The only reply I could give was a loud moan. 

My hands clawed at the bed sheets, I thought I was going to end up ripping a hole in them with my nails. 

‘You taste so good.’ He hummed, my brain shut down completely. 

I was finding it difficult to keep control of my body.

‘Just let yourself go baby. Don’t hold back.’ 

When he said that, I done just that. I let my body relax completely and then I got dragged down to something I had never felt before. My whole body started to shake violently, he held my hips down and I felt myself spill my juices all over him. 

Everything went black for a few seconds, I felt like I was in heaven. The pleasure I had felt was like nothing else on this earth. 

My body fell limp and I felt exhausted, even though it had been Adam doing all the work. I felt him lick me clean and he crawled up over the top of me, with a big grin on his face. 

‘Well? Did you enjoy that baby?’ Adam said as he held me close in his arms.

I felt my cheeks flush red and once I regained my breath again I turned and buried my head under his chin. 

‘That was. Incredible.’ 

‘I told you that you would love it.’ He grinned and placed a gentle kiss on my forehead. 

‘I’ve never felt like that before. It was so… I don’t know.’ 

He chuckled and smoothed his hand down my side. 

‘Thankyou.’ 

‘What for?’ 

‘For letting me do that. I know it must be scary going into the unknown.’ 

‘I admit, it was a little. But I didn’t realize it would have felt good like that.’ 

‘See, nothing to be scared of. Sex and sexual gestures is all natural, and feels fucking great.’ He laughed.

I felt relaxed with speaking about this kind of thing with Adam. I decided just to ask him. It had been on my mind for a while now. 

‘Adam… I. I had this dream, a little while ago. It’s been playing on my mind for a while I guess.’ 

‘What is it?’ 

‘You took me into yours, locked the door and put the key up high so I couldn’t reach it. Then you took me, against the wall. I tried to tell you to stop but you didn’t.’ 

I had been looking down the whole time I spoke, not wanting to look him in the eye. When he didn’t say anything I looked up at him. He was smiling to my shock.

‘Darling, it was just a dream. You know I wouldn’t force you into anything.’ 

‘I know. But that’s not what’s been playing on my mind.’ 

‘No?’

‘No… When you, entered me. It hurt, really badly. Then I woke up. So I don’t know what else happened really. I just, I just want to know, does it really hurt?’ 

He smiled again and stroked my cheek soothingly. 

‘I’m not going to lie, it might hurt a little. It’s different with most girls, but I think most of the time it’s just uncomfortable to start with. But after you’ve adjusted, it’s all good from then on. But when you are ready, we will take it slow and I will do everything I can to make it as easy as possible for you.’ 

My heart completely melted. He was just perfect, so caring. I moved closer to him, kissed his lips and hugged into him. 

‘You are too patient. I don’t deserve you. Thankyou.’ 

‘For you, I have all the time in the world.’ 

I had a great sleep to start with, but I woke up really early. I couldn’t stop thinking about last night, also what Adam had said. I felt bad, he was being so kind and considerate, but I knew it must be hard on him. 

Especially the other morning, when he had to shower to get rid of his excitement. I knew that sex wasn’t the main thing in a relationship, but I couldn’t help but feel bad. But I knew I wasn’t ready for actual intercourse, not yet anyway. 

I turned over to look at Adam, he was sound asleep but every now and then the side of his mouth twitched up. He must be dreaming again. I wish I knew what he was dreaming about though. 

He let out a quiet moan, for some reason it sent jolts straight through me. I couldn’t help myself, I looked under the blankets. There was a slight tent in his boxers. 

Could I do this? I know he wouldn’t mind. If he was asleep, it would mean I could take my time more and get used to it. I wanted to please him like he did to me last night. But I wasn’t so sure about going down on him, I had never even seen a penis. It sounded ridiculous considering my age. 

I crept down the bed a little, my face rested next to his chest. I gently placed my hand over the bulge in his boxers. I felt him twitch slightly under my touch. 

I felt a rush through me, excitement and some adrenaline? Curiosity had took over me big time, this weekend. 

I pushed his boxers down and his length sprang to life, he wasn’t completely hard yet. It was massive, quite daunting in a way. 

I carefully wrapped my hand around his length, his girth was big aswell so I couldn’t get my hand completely around him. It felt a bit soft, I guessed this was to start with anyway. 

My heart was racing like crazy as I slowly to start with moved my hand up and down his length. His abdomen tensed a little and his breathing got a lot deeper. He was still asleep though as far as I knew. 

I didn’t really know what I was doing, I had read a few things online but not much.

As I continued to stroke up and down his length at different paces, I felt him grow even more in my hand. I rubbed my thumb over the tip of his cock, that seemed to be the end of it for him, I felt him pulse in my hand. Then with a loud moan he shot up from the bed and squirted his hot cum all over my hand. 

He looked shocked, and it took him a few minutes to realize what was going on, he looked disorientated too. He fell back on the bed with a groan. 

I wiped my hand on the bed sheets and lay down next to him smiling. He was grinning from ear to ear. 

‘Wow. That was, one amazing wake up call. I thought I was dreaming.’ 

He tilted his head towards me and kissed the tip of my nose. 

***

‘I don’t want to go home tomorrow.’ Tanya said as I pushed her along the length of the pool on a float. 

‘I don’t either. But we can come back, my friend goes away a lot. Besides, we still have today and tomorrow morning.’ I whispered into her ear. 

‘Is there any plans?’

‘Yep, I have something planned for us this afternoon. Then I thought tonight we could hit the night life.’ 

‘What’s planned this afternoon?’ 

‘Wait and see.’ 

I know she would like what I had planned, it would be great!